Nisha blogged @ 9:41 PM



Soo far everything's going good.. Bi is back to s'pore & we talked very well. :) School has started & it just feels so darn good to be back to school haha.. :) Though everything's going good & umm happy... I still do have a little frustration in me for the past few days.. I've been suffering from stomach cramps!! & it really seriously hurts fucking badly!!! && because of this damn pain it's been days since I've ate well! Haizz soo miss food hahaha.. :D Anyway something important I wanted to share.. Last night almost before bed time.. There was a blast of between my parents!! Haiyooo I tell you it was so damn stressful! Although I'm not involved in it I don't know lah it's still irritating! I mean I can like hear those harsh words, the screaming of my mum, the shouting of my dad & the fucking embarrassment of letting everyone know about it!!! Actually it's stupid lah... Nowadays they quarrel for almost everything && how the hell am I suppose to live my life in such a family!! Aiyoo stress! Allaaa I don't care lah.. I don't know.. Huh... Oh yaarrr & last night bi text me that he'll call me but he didn't, maybe he slept or something I don't know! I'm mad! Hmm whatever let's see what he says huh...
Nisha blogged @ 6:32 PM



My bi's coming bk to s'pore today... Yeay i'm soo darn happy!! :) Though i still do feel abit afraid that he might be mad at me for not replying his texts.. Well i didn't do it on purpose!!! My phone no more prepaid!! && ahh i don't know lah.. Huh.. Ohh please tell me he's not mad at me... There was never a day i didn't think of him.. & everytime I saw his text it really hurted me inside that i couldn't reply him!! I cried everyday thinking of him & how much i missed him.. There was never a day I was happy cuz he's not here with me.. I really miss you a lot bi!! Please please please call me once you're back to s'pore.. Omg I'm bagging lol it's all cuz of LOVE!!! Just for LOVE!!! & you know what right now one of my good friend is advicing me like hell!! Aiyooo soo boring lah that guy haha...
Nisha blogged @ 6:35 PM



I don't know what's going on! I just feel so darn stress. I'm like a walking corpse at home. I'm not talking to anyone. I'm always on my own. I feel super confused. I don't even know what I'm up to for the pass few days. My mind is just full of thoughts, but not any thoughts... It's the thoughts of my past!! It just hurts to remember the bitter past but I don't know why the hell am I even thinking of it! I feel very very ahh super stress. It's been days since I had a good meal. I can't study. I can't sleep well. & I'm so so soo fucking afraid of the prelims that's coming up! Sometimes I just feel like locking myself up in the toilet & cry out freaking loud! & guess what I just did that just now!! Huh life's just getting too complicated... I wish just for one thing right now.. I wish I'll get a solution for this unexpacted confusion, stress, sadness & madness asap.. Please I can't take it anymore! This is terrible! Do you know how fucking hard it feels to be all on your own not telling anyone your problems! I mean it sucks & it's just too personal && huh nothings gonna help.. I don't know huh ah ahh I just don't know.. I feel like crying... Huh & I really seriously miss my bi a lot! I feel like telling him everything.. I feel soo damn lonely!! Heyy & you know what I think I've got just the right person to talk to about my freaking problem! It's no one other than my loving bi.. He's the one I can trust & believe.. :) ILY bi please call me as soon as you're back to s'pore.. Life sucks here without you around! IMY! & I'm so so soo sorry if I've hurt your feelings because of my sudden mood swing.. ILY more than anyone.. :)
Nisha blogged @ 11:11 PM





Nisha blogged @ 11:05 PM



It's been days since we talked.. I really miss you a lot bi.. I wanna talk to you.. I wanna tell u a lot of stuff.. I wanna laugh with you.. I wanna share with you my sadness.. I wanna kiss you.. I JUST SIMPLY WANNA HEAR YOUR VOICE!! Haizz i miss you a lot bi... Love you, muackz:)
Nisha blogged @ 4:11 AM